Tasting Bitter-sweet
A wound from a friend is beter than thousand of kisses from an enemy.
These words typed with blood and sweat. Everybody had a choice, is whether they wanted to.

Berrylite, berry bright. First berry I see tonight.
Saturday, November 21, 2009 11:18 AM
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It's like 100% fat freeee :O Job offer sucks,
maybe we'd just go for the great world one.
I FEEEL FAT EVEN STARING AT IT O.O
Today's net group was awesomeeee, I gotta apply it in life man. whooooo!
ANDREA MUMMMYYYYYYYYY :D
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Red camp 6 @ngeeann
11:09 AM
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NINJAS OII!
Went for red camppp. whoooo.
Not bad uh, alot of free stuff and freakin awesome food and sls too. :D
The on the last day we had zouk out at ngeeann o.O Ohwell, that was my first. :x I was oooookkkaaaaayyyyyy laaaaaahhhhhhhhh. HAHAHAHA.
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Picnic!
Monday, November 16, 2009 1:03 PM
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HAHAHA I can't wait for picnic!!:):):)

Today paper was easy, screw it. O's over. YES:D
Headed to jo's house to prepare food. Oh MAN i'm hungry! Javscona's own picnic! I'm super excited!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (you can see from the spamming of exclamation marks :O)

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE :D

Anyway, it was alright.. Wailoong bought FHM (for horny men) because he needed entertainment. me and jo made shepherd's pie and agio olio while dine bought caramel pudding :D haha awesome uh. Though some people was really late-.- ohwell.. :)

Rained sooned after. Headed to macs to stay. Played "I never" HAHAHA. "I never bought a FHM before" WHoooooooo! Awesome, after awhile we ran out of water and we couldn't play :( then headed home.
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What's wrong?
Saturday, November 14, 2009 7:56 PM
Watched 2012 with family today, its something like noah's ark. Quite cool, but scary. If the end is really going to be like that... I don't really wanna be in it. I thought it would be cool. Guess not. Saw Nadine and friend :) Then... Boomz. Yes, boomz-.-
Shouldn't have sulked, I didn't. I should have controlled my emotions better. Sigh, thanks for everything :)

If I could have asked for something, it would be that.... Not most of the people I hang out with were guys. If I could turn back time and some how some where, I wouldn't be so... Tomboy-ish.
But what could I say, I wasn't the one who created me. My creator had a reason for this.

But I don't know what.

Sunflower sunshine
Friday, November 13, 2009 7:53 PM
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I've got friends I can never forget. One who is deeply self obsessed with herself, one who can never remember the tune to beautiful saviour, one who never seems to grow, one who is a freakin pro at pool, one whose nose never fails to run, one who always get go trouble with her mom, one who use to rear lizards now rats, one who has never changed, one who has completely changed. Damn... I miss primary school.

Dinner was cancelled due to the freakin rain:( so ate at long john again. I bet it was julia. Thank God for wisdom though, me, wx and twin ate already :) Haha.

After which took awhile to decide where to go. Then decide on pool. Was roughly alright:) played with the girls, super slow. I bet when we played one, the rest finished like 5. Then switched with the guys. Me and julia were one vs ken and steven. Haha. We won! Tho it was freakin ironic how we did :D laws of physics :p

Then played with ben and maurice. Me and maurice vs julia and ben. Hahaha, we kept winning. Ben's really good tho, his ball kept flying to very distant places O.O

Headed to plaza for dinner.
Hamy: hey! Your first three nails look like a traffic light!
Lionel: Your nails are quite cool.
Then continued talking about stuff like how lionel captured a lizard in a bottle wrapped it in newspaper and gave it to mrs singh. How Mrs Goh always wore the same clothes and how her hair never grows. HMMM. How tania drew mrs goh in class. How we met venkat! How I created the really retarded tsunami video with alot of nasty comments. :p Then we proceeded with mockin ju. That was the best part. Hahaha I forgot how it started tho. Oh yes..

Me: elvea's always self declaring peoples love for her. Like Its so sweet of you to admit Devy will miss me.
Elvea: no its truee. Its truee.
Me: I bet when you reach home you'd go on facebook; I know cheyenne loves me! *Spam ♥*
Julia: Omg what's with people and facebook I can never understand.
Someone: oh yeah, go create facebook
Julia: nooo never!
Me: eh that's it we go create fb for julia the her status shall be: i'm short and i'm lovin itttt *spam hearts*
*laughs. Continue jokin
Julia: omgg, i'd rather suicide.
Me: don't worry we'd post it on facebook, twitter, tumblr, onsugar: bye my lovely readers i'm going back home now *shows picture of ju standing at the veranda*
Lionel: But she's too short to climb over.
Me: yayaya! Then shortly after she comes back posting: hey guys, i didn't make it. I couldn't climb over cause i'm too short. *shows pic of ju struggling to climb*
HAHAHAHA. Hilarious..... JULIA HURRY CREATE AN FB OR I WE WILL.

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Bestfriends
Thursday, November 12, 2009 11:58 PM
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I remember the time not long ago
When we laughed and shared it all
We were the very best of friends
Or at least that’s what I thought.
I often wonder why friendships end
What happens to sever that tie
How can someone once so close
Just wave you off with a good bye
I must have been lacking
I must have been wrong
I wasn’t the friend to you
That you were to me all along.
I thought I was loyal
I know I was true
But something went wrong
Now there’s nothing to do
A friendship lost
Is a very sad thing
The angels weep instead of sing.

I hate this part right here.
11:16 PM
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On this day, God wants you to know...
... that you are perfect as you are. God doesn't create faulty life. No. Everything created by God is perfect, and so are you. So stop driving yourself mad with endless ways to improve, and just accept the glory of your being as is.


I don't know how the story goes, but it's something like that.
It hit me like a struck. Oh well, here goes..

A blind bride was going to get married but before that she went for an operation as someone has donated a pair of eyes for her to see.
On her wedding day itself, she was allowed to take out the bandages on her eyes.
Husband: would you marry me?
As the wife unwraps the bandages to see, she found out that her husband was blind. At this she ran away knowing that he was unable to see.
The husband stood there and cried saying for before they were your eyes they were mine.

I wanted to cry, but i had no energy to, besides.. my dad was there. LOL.

CLB, would be easy? Like super easy? :) I hope I pass.
Then rot the bloody whole day at home thinking well.. I don't know what I was thinking. :( Baby had work.... I want to work to.. :(

Anyway had a call from HR from baby today. HAHAHAHA. It was sooooo weirdddddddddd. Quite funny, I'd rather do his job then do sales. Then again... maybe not. He always ends so late :( SIGHHHHHHHHHHH. I bored to death. Sooooo I pained my nails rainbow!! :DD

IM'MA CHEESECAKE :D
With multi colored coated icing on top.
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That's what you get when you let your heart win.
Tuesday, November 10, 2009 9:41 PM
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Think back over the last day, - what could you have taken with delight that you just skipped over?
I feeel so guilty now.

Mother tongue paper was a b-b- Whatever. :) Praise the Lord for whatever outcome.
Went to study with Jo at starbucks after that. It's just inches away, actually, it's already here!
After which went home to slack, watch this really nice korean drama. I realised... shows just like in real life, there are people who just pissss the hell out of people. They seem so trust worthy with their sharp tongue and sly knowledge. Whatever, they'd get what they get one day.
Even watching the show makes me blood boil. Omg, so much hatred.
Anyway, I think I should find a job sooon. Hmmm, still thinking.. :)

When someone wants to be a part of your life they'd do it.
It's not the words that counts, it's the actions.
It's not the actions that count, it's the heart.

Break fasted.
Monday, November 09, 2009 10:02 PM
On the first day of media fast, this is what I did.
I saw Yuwen for the first time.

On the second day of media fast, this is what I did.
I went out with wx and joel and randy and their sec school mates to watch jennifer's body. And boy, does it suck like hell. Thanks God for Simon's Randy's earpiece tho.
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Baby marcus :)
On the third day of media fast, this is what I did.
I watch a really nice korean drama, played ps3 slim with my sissy and ate this really nice pasta :D OOHHHHH!
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On the fourth day of media fast, this is what I did.
I broke my media fast because i was too bored at home plus watch movie with jo, vinod and wailoong - my girlfriend is an agent and saw sammy and his gf. AND ATE ASTONS. Plus buy baby brownies ;D

I'm done for the day!

When the clock strikes 12.
Wednesday, November 04, 2009 11:12 PM
Going away for a month, having a media fast with church. I believe miracles will happen :D Haha. So long.

What the heck?!
4:07 PM
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One of the hot topics on the Chinese internet is the Post-90s generation (people who were born after 1990, Chinese teenagers). The general impression is Post 90s kids are going out of control, behaving badly. They could have metal problems and are co-engaging in sexual activities way too early, etc

Are you thinking, what I'm thinking?
Cause I think I so am.

What has the generation become really....?

Post-It Fanatic
Tuesday, November 03, 2009 11:41 PM
What would you do, if you didn't hurt anymore?
-iTouch application
Studied with Na-dine (how krishy would pronounce) today.
Every part of me smell of macs now. Had twoo meals & and ice cream all shared. HAHA. I remebered how we were mocking idiots waiting for sentosa clove to come out until nadine found out you can actually win 50000 with that.
After which, we both upsized our meals and prayed for sentosa clove HAHA. Damnnn stupid. We didn't get a free meal either but it was worth for the fun.

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Nadine: They just kissed! omg, G-R-O-S-S!
M: OMG, WT* #@?! WHERE? The black absorbent? O.O
Nadine: Best part is the guy looks like he's from the retard school!
M: Ouch!

Pasted post-its on the forever opening door. (Screw.. ) It worked!! hah, expect for a really ignorant worker. Kept our heads staring at the door whenever someone opens it. If it closes... we'd turn back too whatever we were doing. Ohwell..
We loveeee post-its, HAH.
Window shopped for awhile after that.
After a long while, its kinda nice.
P.S: Wo jiu xi huan is i'm loving it meh? LOL.
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Lovette Vous, ;)
Saturday, October 31, 2009 10:59 PM
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Today was reaaaalllyyyy messy! NEHmind, forget. Just as I was about to kill, I think God wanted to me to work on that so....... I didn't. My anger release is faster now, I guess... that's a good thing?
Anyway, he's so sweeett. Haha.
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Tumble and fall.
12:05 AM

It's sweet how the He still stays faithful to his wife even though she has already died.

Anyway, today's amath was huala, really God's blessin. Went to school early to get contacts from Jo, heard loads of crap. NEHmind. After which went to find Mr wong who gave us questions to do. All the questions he gave minus the matrix one.. Came out. ALL. I'm completely stunned. I wouldn't say it was a breeze but an imitation of it. God's good :).

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Had the rest of the day having a headache after my exam. Ironic much, really hurts. Met my aunties for dinner. Talk about her new zealand trip! :D
Creepy haunted house, beautiful scenerys and alot of....... Clumsy acts. SIGH. Si.e si.e... Had frolick too!
I'm fat now. HAHAHA.
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Had net talk session with the dudes.. ' what age do you want to get married ' LOL. Questions coming from guys.. Are intriguing.. HMM. HAHA at least I know now! :p
Zan these days have been freakin hilarious.
Doing poa in the middle of the night now, can't use bloody com. Sulk* ugh.....

You know those type of feelings when you gave up something for your friend who you thought it would last. How you shared every single bit of your life with them. And now when you look back it seems all a waste now.? Hmm.. Life sure has its own way of turning around don't you think? :) Silly me. God's always been there though if you had just turned your head round.

OH! Jolly sixteen months lovette:)

O hallehlujah.
Thursday, October 29, 2009 10:23 PM
Lord, today I leaned on You.
Tmr I need you to carry me through.


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Lovette cooked this for me the day beforeeee, freakin awesome uh. OMG, I'm a failure at cooking!
Mouth watering :)
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As Bittersweet :)
Wednesday, October 28, 2009 11:36 PM

My source of knowledge, You.

Anyway, my maths paper today. I did my best, I don't want to rejoice like I will pass with flying colours! :\ Hmm, it always comes back the opposite. Ohwell, after school met baby today :D He was pretty tired and crazy, today's damn windy! Me likey ;)
Then really bittersweet at times. Overall, it was fine:) Silly lovette :D

HAHAHA imagine the day Jesus comes down like the bible say on clouds of fire, as quiet as a thief in the night. Then He goes like..... My here my CHILD. HAHAHA okay Nvm. Inside joke. I'm sorry God. Can't wait for your arrival :D

Had pretty weird dreams lately. Its SO weird, I can't put my mind of it...

i'm counting on God tmr! Help me!

Chocs Frocs.
Saturday, October 24, 2009 10:44 PM
Had me waiting in the cold,
Had me no where else to go.
Hah, I'm bored. Came out with this lyrics//words outta the blue.
Can't wait to see babyyy, this are the super fattening chocs he gave. ;D
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New moon
5:49 PM

Omg, this is so awesomeeee. Gahh, Jacob so hot.

Wow, last it he was so different ahaha

GUM&HELIUM
Friday, October 23, 2009 9:12 PM
MUST WATCH:D

Sweeeet dreams, lovette.
8:14 PM
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Anyway, yesterdays practical was A.W.E.S.O.M.E man!
A. I didn't drop any test tubes!!! ;)
B. I wasn't hyperventilating *double thumbs up!*
C. I was superrrr calm.
D. Everything was just so... perfect.
Really really, all glory to God! Marko and zan got the same answer too!
On top of it all, Mr koh made my day. Physics length answer (best) would be 80-85. I got 81.1! Woooots, first time in my wholeeee freakin 2 years of practical, I had never done so perfect.
God can do miracles! Heeee :D
So yes, Jolyn just confirmed today that the answer is carbonate and sulfate ya'll!
Ms chan knows what she's talking about, she saw us doing it, she can prove. If it is not.. God still is goood :)

Baby came back yesterday :D Yayyyyy, :) I'm really really glad. Got me almond choco, white choc almond (my fav!) Tho I should have kept my mouth shut really.
ANYWAY.
Today studied with Jofolinfin at starbucks tahday. Met nicole from 2/5 last time, havoc. LOL Nothing much uh, studiedddd then ate at burger shack :D Whooooo! Should go there on day, its awesome! Somewhere near island creamery a few blocks down, too bad if you don' get it. HAHA :)

Sorta worried for my maths, neglected it quite bad. Struggling to cast my cares to Him and let Him do everything. Besides that.. studying at marko's house tmrrrr! :D Gonnnaaaa be awesommmeeeee! (Amen)

Yes, God loves you. Very much. Unconditionally. Like a mother loves her child, unconditionally. Even as she slaps her baby's hand to protect from being burnt by a fire, her love infuses her whole being. So with God. God's love for you infuses the whole Universe.
Love you too dad :D
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His plan

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Cheyenne De'claire Wan.
22 march '93
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Loose strands.