Stupid. I'll be missing all service this week. No edge, no sunday service. URGHHH!
I admit. Pheobe is cute. But she can be creeepyyyy!! Haha. She kept straing at me man.... Like WHAO! Chill? Yeah then persuaded samuel and zan to come to evening service at tampines. Zan couldn't go last minute cause of the duty she had a CCK. :/ Sigh* Visited Natalie and Lynett :D Her new born sister! My new morn cousin! OMG!!! So CUTE! Haha... She's still small. I wonder whether she'll be like natalie when she grows up haha. Natalie is sooo like me! HAHA.. jk lah. Well a little to me :D Heh.. I liked her ever since she always wanted me to carry her. Ouhwell SUPER CUTE LAH SHE! So defensive over her sister. AWWWW ^^ Well spent time with Uncle teddy and new born lynett. I carried her! The first adult who ever trusted me with their baby. WHAHAHA. She didnt die kay... -.- ( VINOD!) Well it was really nice (: Carrying my cousin... :D OMG!! Haha when natelie came in. Well she, i guess she hated me for a period of time for carrying her sister. Heard from her father that she actually said " no one is suppose to touch my sister! " Haha. Until i started playing with her again. Same thing same place, *hospital ( not the same one though) Then rushed down to tampines.
SCREWED SCREWED SCREWED. EVERYTHING I DO IS SCREWED! T.T
Long story short. Was super late cause of the rain. After that Samuel was super pissed. I DON'T KNOW WHY!!! But HE WAS!! OMG.. I felt SOOOO bad. It indescribable :/ Ate with region D people.
Reached home at around 10:45. Sigh* Then I don't know i just thought, for a very very long time. Damn deep stuff.

Everything bad happens in church because of?? me.
Zan's problem, I'm involved.
Ian's problem, I'm involved.
Everywhere i go, it rains. I SWEAR! Not only rain, DAMN HEAVILY SOMEMORE! T.T
Now Samuel's pissed at? me.
ME ME ME. Doesn't it spell DAMNED on my name? Like damned for life? :/
Like am i NOT mean't to be here. Or better anywhere.
Yeah..... And there's much more. Just like a HUGE blood clot covering my SANE cells form reaching my brain. If i even have any. :( I WANNA...... Sigh*
Ouh Lord! Save me..................