Okay, yesterday night was darn crap. My father started scolding me about my thinking and stuff. Which i SOOOO can't agree. Cause.. Its just soooo furstrating! Why now! URGHHH. I just wanna use the com is that so hard? Next was spending time in my room thinking about alot of shit stuff. For one hour, til at one point i wanted to sms people to ask if they were still up.. But, something pulled me back. & then... Mark called.

Mark: hello
Me: sniff* yeah?
Mark: ehh...i gotta tell you something bad.
Me: * thinking * ( what are you gonna ask me if you wanna crash over at our place again?) what..
Mark: Your brother got hit in the head.
Me: whatttt?! Againn? How? why?

Turned out those guys said to my brother he'd better watch out and that they're gonna punch him next week or something. And the stupid thing my brother did was he provoked them by putting his finger to his face asking them to go ahead. And all of a sudden the guy punched my brother at the back of his head.


The creepy thing was my father said this possibility a few minutes ago.. ONLY FEW MINUTES AGO.
Dad: Do you know why i don't want you playing basketball now?
Me: no why?
Dad: *one of the reasons* What if ya'll meet gangsters? You haven't meet the real ones yet. And i don't even think you're brother can handle it.

And there it was. My father heard the news started telling me of again & ran of to visit my brother. This time i cried for my parents. They must be thinking why is this happening to us? Ah sighs....

That brother=.= I think he derserves it in a way.. My father did said he'll get beat up one day with his behaviour and.. check it out.. It is his head again..

MORNING,
I woke up to find my mother screaming : " don't ever visit your brother!! " Then my sister went : jiejie! (worried) Did you hear that?!!
Me: Yeah i knew it already.
Sis: Whoever hits korkor deserves to die.
Heh then i went back to sleep. The more i think about it.. urghh.

Then woke up later for project. Meeting our video group at 12 in Tiong. Ate breakfast with sis in the morning then slowly made my way down & i was still in time. The only people were : Ashraf, Siva, Saravannan. Then Joshua & Vinod popped up later. Joey's phone was off=.= Urghh. And everybody was afraid of her scolding when they were late. And now she was noooo where. Waited for like an hour or so for her then took a bus down to botanical gardens. But took the wrong bus. But we got there in the end like at 2. It was soooo hot. Then waied for Nadine to come with her beloved Weihao hand in hand. & Atiqah who came with her friend at like very late=.= By then ashraf & Vinod already left. And joey is still uncontable. But during the waiting i already thought of all the scenes. Hahaha. Damn funny.

So immedaitely when Atiqah came, we started. Nadine & weihao was the younger version of "grandpa & grandma" which is Joshua & atiqah. Calefare would be me: popping up everywhere. Siva: the Grandma's father. WHAOOOO! haha. Saravannan: the son.

Soo started with the retarded jumping scene.

And then the sitting part where they cuddle & the calefare move further away.

& then. *thunder* The fighting scene. DAMN FUNNY LAH. Couldn't stop laughing lah! Weihao's face couldn't seem to frown. HAHAHA. After awhile though we got it.

The swing part. At this scene Saravanna was damnnnn funny. haha

Then the pond area. Really nice place to.. yeah. So they did the running scene & the letter reading part. Haha.

Then we called it a day. Cause everybody was half dead. If we could upload the video we would.

Seriously after my brother's incident AGAIN. My mother has been really pissing me off. She called me in the middle of Video-ing asking me to behave? She said her friend read my blog=.= And watch what i say on my blog don't put f words and stuff. GOT MEH! Whalao.. Seriously. I'll give one to her right now. Whoever is giving her the information i'll sooo gonna bloody kill you cause you're bloody ruining my life. And act wildly outside?! =.= This week i've only been to ice cream shop, cinema, and Jolyn's house. =.= WOW. Like what the hell is wild to you eh? You're bloody generation gap is sooo much different. Just one tiny thing and you call it wild like what eat ice cream? HEH. You're #$!!??&ing WHACKED MAN. Although i admit my thinking is VERY imaginative very creative. Doesn't mean you call me wild. Does going out with church friends and thinking of really retarded but cool ways to reach out to people wild? Then seriously.... you've got something wrong loh. Just because of Korkor. Sheesh!

So met Zan, Reuben & Daryl after that. I wanted to go to church and watch Strongman! He can twist frying pans & tear phone books! But then it was too late as well. Me & Zan really needed church at the same time, the other offer of going out was tempting as well. In the end we went around Singapore. But we recapped cell group last night. (: And yeah we prayed for each other. Which is kinda cool. Haha. Then yeah heard Zan's story.. :/ Don't worry will be praying for you.

Then went to Marina for steamboat. WHAO. They treat Zan like a princesss! Hahaha. Then headed to Island creamery :DD Ate icecream then rushed home.

I hated to lie to the adults. I really did.

After that i headed home my little brother was crappy about xavier's phone. I asked him to shut up. Went to the room and relax. Then I went to check my bacg. I found my SIS checking my bag.
Me: what the hell do you think you're doing!
She didn't reply. Never mind.. Its okay.. I controlled my anger. Hid my bags and headed to the room again.
This time i heard: " mummy i found this" SOMETHING IS WRONG. PSP was the first thing that came to my mind.

So i got up and went to check on the place i hid the PSP. True enough its not there. NOT THERE.
Me: where's the psp?!
David: Act blur* Don't know..
Me: Daffodil gave it to mummy right..?

That was when i lost it. SERIOUSLY LOST IT. I JUST PUSHED HER AND ASKED HER WHAT WAS THE BLOODY PROBLEM. Then we fought. During the fight my little brother, hopeless, all he could do was shout : don't fight, don't fight. Continuously. I sooo wanted to punch her or run to the kitchen to get a knife (& i mean it, i would) But my mother came in,
" go to hell lah ya'll! First your brother now this. Why don't ya'll just kill yourselves! Take a knife and kill each other! " All i know was that i was sooo fucking pissed. I shouted at the top of my lungs: I WILL!! FUCKING BITCH!

Then my father woke up. *gosh* Then he asked me to come back to where i was.. Then he asked why we're fighting lah. Damn man. I just bloody chiong. Cause i know:
A. I'm not wrong.
B. I'm @#$&ing sick of taking her @#$&ing shit ANYMORE!
C. I sick of giving in to her to think that she can rule over me all the time.
D. EVERYTHING.

1st, she checks my bag without permission. This is not the @#$&ING FIRST TIME! & Yet i tolerate. Cause i know.. Once i go at it.. Its not gonna be nice. She wouldn't give in either. Then again, i'll always be the first one to take it all in and move away..

2nd, She takes the psp and hands it over to my mom?! Thats @#$&ing tooo much okay!

Once, when i was bathing she took my phone and called zan without my permission. & i didn't really like Zan at that point. And what happens when i just took her phone for the alarm clock? SHE STARTS QUESTIONING ME. AND SHOWS HER @#$&ING SLUTY BITCHY ATTITUDE. MY WORD!!

Heh, at least thank God most of the scolding was on her. If my father still scolded me. THAT'S THE @#$&ing LAST STRAW OKAY! I'll RUN. AWAYYYY. LIVE ON THE STREETS IF I HAVE TO! If they don't believe the truth... That'll be it.. Next will be that. I'm just tolerating them while they accuse me. Go ahead... Its just a matter of time.!

Yeah then my mom came in to interupt telling my dad to confiscate our phones. Cause all these happens becasue of the phone? GODDDDDD. ANOTHER ONE. MY PHONE AGAIN. SERIOUSLYYY. ENOUGH ALREADY IN ONE @#$&ING NIGHT. We're talking about that bitch's ATTITUDE & you're talking about MY PHONE?! Got LINK ANOT!! URGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

Bitch. still dare to sms Xavier saying i was using him for his PSP. HELLO BITCH. NEWS FALSH FOR YOU. I WANTED TO RETURN HE DIDN'T WANT IT BACK OKAY.

Yeah and she told him the reason why she checked my bag was because i was irritating? HEH. I didn't even talk to her eh=.= And she said she'll DO ANYTHING to get ME INTO TROUBLE. SERIOUSLY.. I never glared at anyone that bad before in my life except this bitch. ASSSSSSSSHOLLLLLLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

URGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

You don't need to go around telling xavier i'm adopted. Cause i wish i already am.. And hell yeah i'm @#$&ing not related to you in anyway.