Somethings bothering me... I just don't know what. Oh wait.. i do=.=

Sighs, the world is soo screwed. When people end up like that it only shows one thing though.. They weren't thinking. Sighs, hearing bout them i feel sooo, down. :/ yeah fine i'm abnormal. Dammit. Ohwell i'm resting at home now due to really bad body ache & waiting for Joel, & JOLYN TO COME MY HOUSE :D WHOOOOOO!!~

We're eating dinnnerrr! finally some one to pei me eat dinner. Stupid sister left me starvin like crap lah! =.= (grumble grumble) oh well, better go prepare tata(:

BACK at 12a.m exactly. I shall continue from where i depart. Jolyn came to my house shortly after i had finish bathing. Blasted the music :D awesome! Com didn't back out on me like it usually would. Awww(: haha. So we headed down, dammit. Saw hubert again. Lol, I'm beginning to become a pro at spotting him. I don't even need to look at him i know he's there. Ohwell then at a stage of panic and shock Jolyn rushed me in into the market area. It didn't help though cause a few minutes later he ran in. So it went like this.. I walked back to the table then suddenly this guy starts running. And me & jolyn both know who it is. And he saw me. Cripes.. And yeah.

Then headed to aunts house. Bus stop then mrt. There was a huge confussion or lets just say me. I thought it was at expo!!~ Ahyaaaa, anyways.. I prayed really hard we we weren't gonna be late. & we we weren't! Thank God! I hadn't even started yet haha, well does not seem like (:

Service was awesome. Message was awesome. Ohwell(: "If you love someone you would want to say his/ her name out loud right??"

Everything was not bad though, except for my aunt askng me about my results. ahhh~ thats when it all started. Then after service was worse. Two aunts hitting down on me. Not only me. Him too. :/ Ehh, shit. Seriously, okay Godma was quite unreasonable then i guess. Not because of scolding me lah. Ahyaa, I'm sorry :(

So took bus back. Ohwell, was damn tired & very very thristy. And yeah it seems like everything is going wrong. Then slept for awhile. Ouch, i slept til my contact lens all went blur! Might as well not wear.

Then was planning the route back home to prevent my aunt if she's already driving back home from seeing. She might just stop the car in the middle of the road. And who knows what would happen then!

So yeah, ahyaa.. faces were quite black. You couldn't blame. If i were him it'll be worse..

Then finally got home. Ahhh~ He nearly got no buses back :/ I feel damn bad lah. For that short period i actually found out. Everytime we solve a problem a new problem comes witha bigger impact. Wow, it's like shit scary. Or maybe testing? Like you said.. God didn't create problems. *shrugs* At times like this, you gotta think positive, thinking negative won't help.

Then yeah it was like 11.58pm below my block. I hope he doesn't meet any dudes on the way back. :/ Then yeahhhh..

I reached home at exactly 12a.m. Ahh, i was practically more stunned than scared. ._. yeahhh. its like omg, again. Ohwell, then i went to chnage and brush my teeth ( omg! so detailed=.= so dumb=./=) yeah.

I open my parents room door to find them asleep. Then i saw my mom moving and i closed the door. This scence feels like i don't know prodigal son. LOL. I don't know that's my first impression but.. its not lah just so you know. Then my parents called my name. They were relieved to know i was back. Wished them good night and close the door again. Sighs* Then my aunty sms-ed about being disobedient and always lying. Gosh! I've nothing to hide. Its all the truth. Ahhh~ Then i prayed for a short while. Sms-ed Joel while playing reversi with sister.

After that yunkai called cause he was quite sad. Its not point harping on it. Just move on, realise your mistake and change for the better. Friendship once broken is lost. Or lets say if you want to repair it, it takes alot of trust and change. After that i called Joel, yupp. Then told him the whole situation. Started talking about other stuff lol. Ohwell, Never talked to him on the phone this long before. The other time my aunty came in =.= Ahhh well, bad bad memories!

Anyway ended the call around 3 plus. Caramel's gotta sleep(: & i prayed hard to sleep.