VINOD: HAHAHA, don't we all knw that, KIDDING! :D
Wailoong: HAHAHA, kkk:D
Xavier: don't know what you're talking about dude...
Daryl: HUH?? I don't get you either. Goodness.
Amanda: Soon. Haha, beg my mom loh? Haha :x opps.

Vinod actually let me through his phone today. Amazing.

I woudn't be surprised...


Can't really describe what i went through.
I didn't know anyone that pure could be heart broken. - netballers asked alot of weird questions today, especially rose & seowchee. Haha, sighs* I can't think about it. I'll only see black then.
I'm feeling pretty down, but i don't know why i should.

I wouldn't be at all surprised. After all, we are still humans. We make mistakes, make wrong desicions. We can't change that, its our nature. A nature that's ought to be changed. To be changed into God's image.

I got on the bus with Omar. Thank God for endurance.. if not who knows. I might need my p.e shirt anytime.
147 passed. Dang, ohwell, nevermind.. the next bus would come anytime soon, empty :D
& it did. Whooo!!~
I didn't matter soon as he left.
Thank God the bus was empty. & I was sitting at the back.

The walk home was nice, the wind blew like no ones business. Quite comforting & then again adding on to the crap i'm thinking. Black black black. Everything is black.

Too bad the ground was wet. I needed to breathe before going home again.

Met my dad at the carpark. Spend a hell of a long time in the toilet stonning. Well, not really... But.
Then i found out my dad was sleeping. Damn, he could have heard anything.. Whatever, i couldn't be more bothered. If not for the fact that i was going to come up with the contact lens excuse on why my eyes were hideously red, like the colour of my rubber band, i wouldn't have gone out.

I couldn't even think i could speak. Like a few words & then back to my book.

After they left. I took the opportunity to use the com. Haiya~

I do not want to turn away from my desicions anymore. Once i make it. Its settle. SETTLED. No more running.!

I won't expect anymore.. promise(: