I'm feeling rather down now.. I guess.. Blame it on me and my mouth and how easily persuaded i can be. drats.

Read the Javscona's blog. No matter what, relationships do have problems. But they get solved.. The bond becomes stronger. Yet times.. The strong bond only lingers for awhile and then fades.. (Sadly) away.. Whatever it is. It is the end, or not. I never liked bad endings though.. It always made me cry uncontrollably. But i guess once you get used to (yeah, damn. I know girl. Vulgar! Gahh) the situation. One can become numb. It's (hell) not good to be used to things that aren't good.
Ahh sighs, me and my feelings..

Recess was rather nice and warm. With jolyn and nadine. I wonder where the guys were. We were supposed to proceed with the ceremony. I think the idea is kinda cute. Hahaha.

Na-dine's got a new itouch I was so touched when i saw my picture there. HAHAHA! Sorry i'm very easily moved. haha. Then started crapping about bimbo-tic-ness. It all started with a mini-for-fun-laughter-peace-and-joy-fight and then to the stare and then to how bimbotic i was-.- jolyn has her moments too okay! Ouch, (rub shoulder) i didn't run fast enough after i made that statement. (Sniffles) ahhh:) so nice:):):)

Woah, i feel better already thinking about recess. Oh and sarah cried. Guess wailoong was too harsh. He looked so guilty conscious. I wonder if i've gone through so many and have cried at everyone of them.. He'd feel bad. :\ hmm..

Then again.

Ate dinner with joel:) thank you. And then we went to print pictures:):) yay.. Haha.

Sometimes i don't know whether to hide all my worries and burst out in laughter. I don't really want to keep it inside yet i can't let it out either.

Sometimes its the little thoughts or phrases or actions that tug on these string of thoughts that just keeps going but gets nowhere.

But it also put those tugged strings back lose easily by simply letting.. Go..