Estatic 'bout (HAHAHA) cheese.
Friday, February 06, 2009 @ 12:45 am
Wow, i slept alot today in class.. In chinese class, literature class.. Etc.
Except for english though, baby came over :D teehee.. Haha.
Then had FREE laughing cow CHEESE! The whole school was ecstatic! Although alot was wasted... People used it to smash it. Others... Like shaun, thane and dominic, were... Fighting for it. Haha. ESPECIALLY SHAUN. GOSH, THAT GUY. HAHAHAHA.
Haha then had netball training. I don't know why.. But its not like the other trainings. I feel very enthusiatic about it and yet when i run like crazy my throat wasn't burning! Must be the weather. :D whatever it is..
He finally watched me play netball. Darn. So nerve wrecking. I hope you're happy? I mean.. After how busted i made you get. That's the most i can let you have since you wanted to, badly.
I'm sorry.. :\ i knew it.
I mean if you blame me, go ahead, just don't go saying you're okay with it when you're not.
I realised, depression comes with a single thought. Things happen the moment i think about it. I guess that's when it happened lo. Just like that.. Like those words were the switch.
He came for net. Celebrated birthday's today:) heh.
Then slacked for a while at long john silvers with my brother and mark. After that i went ahead with joel some place else but before that.. My brother he said.. ' Hey joel, my sister's taller than you'. I wanted to like look up to the sky and cry like those funny animations. Hahaha. But apparently.. He went crazy. Like a little.. Off. Like a totally new you. It was creepy yet it was pissing me off cause it was like he had so much kept inside, & he says he's okay, but he's just.. Ughh.
Whatever. Sometimes.. Sigh.
I realised, depression comes with a single thought. Things happen the moment i think about it. I guess that's when it happened lo. Just like that.. Like those words were the switch.
He came for net. Celebrated birthday's today:) heh.
Then slacked for a while at long john silvers with my brother and mark. After that i went ahead with joel some place else but before that.. My brother he said.. ' Hey joel, my sister's taller than you'. I wanted to like look up to the sky and cry like those funny animations. Hahaha. But apparently.. He went crazy. Like a little.. Off. Like a totally new you. It was creepy yet it was pissing me off cause it was like he had so much kept inside, & he says he's okay, but he's just.. Ughh.
Whatever. Sometimes.. Sigh.
I shouldn't be giving a damn eh?.. ughhh, so frustrating! Sooooo..!! Ahyaa, don't know lah. WHATEVER. Damnnnnnnnnn frustrattteedddddddddd. WHATEVER. Gahh, why am i still thinking about it? :/
The walk there did seem like the silence were piercing through the air.
The walk there did seem like the silence were piercing through the air.
Save me! I wanted to turn back. But it'll be worse.. When alone. Thoughts tend to be worse. o.O
But i guess slowly it turned..
Somehow..
Like a few months back. I'm still lost how it got back but.. :)
Watched the moon! On my own 'water bed' Hahaha:) very nice ehh:)
But i guess slowly it turned..
Somehow..
Like a few months back. I'm still lost how it got back but.. :)
Watched the moon! On my own 'water bed' Hahaha:) very nice ehh:)
The moon was awesome! Plus the water bed :D
Now reading comics:D Haha. I'm dead tired after netball and a whole lot of emotions running.
Now reading comics:D Haha. I'm dead tired after netball and a whole lot of emotions running.
zzzZ
I still love you!:) Nuggetphobia:) Haha.
12:47 AM signing off
I still love you!:) Nuggetphobia:) Haha.
12:47 AM signing off
Baby sitting silently in class. (:
CHEESE! hahahaha.
Awww sooo sweett
