Yesterday was stupid. Stupid. It started from... Edge.

My day was fine. Missing baby, couldn't wait to see him. But before that i went out with joel yap, zan and sis. Bought this large tub of ice cream and ate it together. Awesome!:)

Then headed for edge. I was so so so embarrassed okay. Omg, it was like.. I thought it was a small gift. But NOOO! It was boutique of flowers! I thought he only wanted to give me because he'd no one else to give. But i was starting to think otherwise..
I left half way.. He wanted to ask me something.. So knew where it was going. Didn't he know i had joel already? After the countless shout outs.

Went for baby's performance. It's supposed to be a band performance but nahh, practically.. I'm only going there to see baby perform. :D he did great! :D:D Haha other than that.. Its.. Okay la :D

Then.. I guess that's when it all went down.

If joel had followed me to edge what would happen? Hmm..

Sighs, then i got the call. Something's wrong.

I'm sorry baby! Ahhh made him think so much, it was practically all my fault la. If i.. Only if i'd done something different.

My little brother was being really sweet. I wasn't able to get him anything. He said he'd left some cake for me. Apparently.. Had no appetite.

My older brother ice to make it worse. Obviously overreacting the whole damn thing. And since my father thinks he's so sensible why wouldn't if believe him eh. What. Is. Your. Problem. Damn. It.

What. What. What!

After proving everything. He'd nothing against me, he took my phone away from me. And my brother was still continuing.. He wasn't going to stop.. I hate, detest, bloody freakin pissed, when he does that. He always thinks he's right. Acting big and all. Good for you i hold it in. Cause whenever i say anything... Who the #%&@ would actually hear!!

Damn, i couldn't stay still. And obviously stop the tears from flowing. This is going nowhere.

So i called baby first.. :\

After that i was asked to put down. Couldn't sleep. Spend i have no idea how long in the toilet crying. And then i wanted to call baby again to tell him that everything alright. I'd this feeling he was beating inside. But i COULDN'T.
Went back to sit on my bed for i've no idea how long before i finally lay down on my bed and slept.

I think valentine's day got a problem with me. Never fail to suck every year. Not your fault, i'm just sorry i've to ruin it for you.