Okay.. I'm going to be 16. SIX-TEEN :o Omg. Lol.
I can finally... :D
Watch nc16 movies.
Be MORE responsible for MYSELF. (Drats)
And... That's bout all..
(And no zan, i'm not looking forward to it. If people take this day to do what it is.. They're. So. DUMB.)

Anyways! Baby was really nice today! He bought me my first meal and drink of the day.
Uh huh.. :) thank you! Was starving!

Love nigahiga(videos) :D his videos are whooo! Haha.

Currently at aunty's place still :\ finished dinner. Damn awesomeeee! I feel very... HAHA.

Teehee:)

Tralalala. Guess what i think my boredom led to a poem. Oh well :p

Sometimes its so just hard to tell,
What is going through your mind.
Sometimes its just so hard to say,
A comment you were saying randomly.
Sometimes its so hard to sleep at night,
Thinking what you'd do with your life.
Sometimes i searched so hard to find,
Only to find it left in the fire.
Sometimes secrets you try hide,
Unfolds itself at the darkest times.
Sometimes you think its best,
To hide your worst from what you fear.
Sometimes you might not understand,
That it is only you I care.
Sometimes you want to spend sometime alone,
Thinking what you should do now that you've grown.
Sometimes we all question why,
We can't always stay young as we like.
Sometimes we've to understand,
Life is never ever beeping fair.
Sometimes before this day,
I count down to my birthday.
Sometimes i cannot see,
What's like for me to be sixteen..

Tahdah?
Wonder whether baby is asleep. Yawn. Sighs,

My only birthday wish is for You to speak to me. Just a word, a voice, a vision, or a touch. To make me certain that You were always here, though i can't see You.