Had nafa today, -.- then played frizbee. Guy played rugby. Look so fun..

Bazaar was damn awesome. I loved june's stall! :p okay my sissy is going to kill me if she reads this:x Haha shushi!:D

Watched wolverine today:) its pretty nice from the 4th row too... Hah.

Sometimes i don't know..
I really don't know to the point I don't even want to know-.-
Isoodonotlikeaskingwhetheryou'reokay.Issoobviousyetoutofconcernyetitturnsouttheotherway sound.Wayfarfetched.Not fair.

I don't like where things are heading. I don't want another emo month-.- sucks.

OH WELL, ne mohotatse still:) hope you're resting well :)

It doesn't matter what was going through my mind before, or how frustrated I was. All I know was that when I saw you again, they were all gone. All the frustation and anger.


walked to school with baby in a what seems like a very long time. Yeah.

Arrived at school. Got my 'magic' bottle with 'magical' water in it. Haha. Look 'round, no nadine. Embraced myself for the day ahead.

After chinese.. I saw. Nadine. Miracle! Thank God, the day is blessed indeed. Haha kidding. But feels much better with nadine around:)

The day was very much alright:) except for krishy who made us stay back real late! -.-

Went home. Then slacked for awhile:)

Mass send this really cute sms from vinod. Apparently i'm the last to think he's my idol. Okay. Haha. Oh well.. Then i think i said something i shouldn't have. Few minutes later, I realised what I said-.- omg, such an idiot. Til now i haven't got back the reply. Ohh shit.

Very frustrated now eh. Can't find my keys!!:'( Ughh!

Eh, love you baby:)

Geez, yesterday, yesterday, yesterday.
=.= Stupid stupid stupid. Stupid uncle. But thanks for restarting the meter, still, stupid you. For making me waste 4 dollars. Actually, if.. (sigh) NEVER MIND.

Went to church pretty early today. Still kinda frustrated eh. My mom didn't confiscate my phone. I've nothing to say to that really. I'm just sick and tired of getting my phone confiscated for such stuff that have nothing to do with it.

Had more mass com talk with carissa. I really, badly, wanna go in. But i'll seem like some loser lah. Cause, they all speak really really really good "chimology" english :o. Nooo, oh well, I still wanna get in though.
Played with Shanna for awhile :D ahaha, so cute! & while playing I notice alot of people are wearing green. How cool :P

Service, then prayer. Wow, that was some powerful powerful prayer. So sincere, and God was definetly speaking through her. But i think the youths could all hear or rather quiet a few lah o.O Cause it happened when they were saying the sinners prayer. Yeah, so.. a little awkward but it felt pretty good too. I felt a tear drop at my feet:/ But it was nobodys! ooo, creepy.

After that had classes. Stupid lah, race to read bible verses. Damn lame lah! hahaha.

Yeye's house thereafter. I finally completed the gameee :D Now on to lost=.= SO SHORT LO. EEEEEEE. EEEEEEEE. Sucks. Should sue the creator.

I think my sister is =.= GEEEEE. Irritating! I don't know how to say it!! So unfair lah, like biased. Whatever, stupid identity crisis.

Slept for 4 hours then watched X men. :D Then studied.
(I know i said this alot of times but..) I think I am finally on my way to master differentiation! HAHA. My brothers learning with me too:P haha. I feel so superior :x Opps.

Eh, i think my little brother another idiot. Make my mother waste money when he already has one. Damn a-hole. Sheesh. & he just... =.= WHAAAA!! I'm WIDE awake O.O

I just felt what it was like to have a person complete wiped out of your life...
Silly baby! :o

Have a new word game now:D word mole:D thanks to shaun and xinyi who were playing during chinese.
Apparently i'm the best among them. (Smiles!:D) and apparently I got the highscore, longest word, highest level. Yayy!:D

Had recess with usual javscona members. Observe why i say usual. They only consist of : jolyn, wailoong, andre, nadine and me. Occasionally omar. No longer vinod. Rarely sarah.
Haha:) so much better! Brought my cheese mac today:D everybody had a bite. Haha. Cute purple container!:p jo and dine i know you love it:D Haha. Nvm that, pretty awesome talk with fellow group mates. Lovely:)


After school headed for the last session. Whooo!:D finally baby replied then.


Met morning-mia baby. Went for net. Before that was at burger king. Car game damn hilarious:D met mr super super unexpected:o yeah.

That babe send me home:D thank youu!
Reach home safely okay?:) much loved:D

Joel: :D
Joel yap: hahaha, damn crap eh.. haha. no la, it just seems like it:D I didn't straighten it. No way. AND my jacket is very big, nice and comfy :P Of course it looks nice, haha.
Seowchee: aha, i guess? :D

Let me make a covenant oath to myself.
Thou shall use self control at every opportunity.
Thou shall only pick up a bottle if I need a drink or I want to throw it in the rubbish bin.
Thou shall not use thy aiming skills (especially stick. Sharp stick. Wooden stick. Metal stick. Bottle stick. Cheese stick. Chocolate stick. Blunt stick. Match stick. Whatever man.. Whatever stick cause i aim better with it apparently) for evil.
Thou shall try to extend thy control of throw sticks at irritating people.
Thou shall only do these until the person really crossed the limit. Which means.. You've really done it. (LOL, but i won't.. Well, depends)

And on this note. SHAUN TAN Omg! I'm freakin sorry dude. Really honestly, I. Didn't. Mean. It!:'( Devastated:\ I think.. I'll never change my ways eh:\ I pray so. I've already repented and prayed for a fast recovery. Jesus.

I walked out of school with heavy heavy guilt like weighing down on me. Went to jo's house to study:D nicee! The shop were i bought my food: eeek. No. Yishun. Mixed rice is still the best! :D:D so far.

Bonbon: i VEHIMENTLY object! Damnn! But thanks for talking to me on the phone on the way home. Gosh! Scared Shitless. Not used to it anymore:'(
I'll pass my chinese! So i wouldn't have to go for chinese tuition and walk back the uloo route ever again! Amen:'( *if anything happens*

Shall tuck myself in soon. Didn't really talk to baby today. Miss you. Haha.

Jesus has been and always had been merciful to me. Thank you :'(

For my father, although he too can be quite a *cough* But i'd like to take this time to thank my father publically for restricting me of my stupidity. And for that, I have and had survive mental and physical damage. I have hugged him already but I did not dare thank him as he might start asking me why. And when he finds out why. He's going to grow big headed and lecture me all night. But nevertheless, thank you:'( my father in the flesh and spiritually.

I've heard all kind of bloody shit ass scary stories from Xavier's party. I feel so sorry for na-dine. Our dreams did come true in the end. If only i could have stopped her from going. She wouldn't need to go through such a phase in life. Girl, I wish I could help:\

Now me and jolyn are Shit ass scared of east coast. Haha. Screw! Shopping malls for the rest of my life:D or church?:) When IS the world ending soon??:(

Was greatly blessed by baby today. Breakfast. The Cab. Dinner. Haha. Recess was awesome!:D Godmaaaa!

But now i'm shit ass fat after saturday. Oh yeah, he influenced-.- never mind bout that though. I'm getting sick of food soon. I feel it:\

I think after the numerous bruises o.O .. :o

Babe was pretty high during dinner. Haha. Silly:)
Some how it led to 'what would happen 10years down the road'. Together or not. It'll be a very different experience no doubt. God lead the way.
Thanks Shaun for reminding me bout school work!:D and if you ever read this: stop laughing and i hope you'd be wise enough not to mock. If not you wouldn't able to defend my hard rock hands that easily. Hahaha!:p

Now.. I can't go to bed because i've a toad croak-ing REAL LOUD in my bedroom. I know sound travels up wards but apparently we're only centimeters apart:\ and the music doesn't seem to be working cause its all christian worship songs. :(

I'm sorry, i know i'm kinda straight forward:( Sorry.

My tummy hurts:(

8:47 AM
My rest sucked. First i couldn't really sleep. Forever one foot in my dream and the other in reality. Gee, then that Bitch sissy had her japan song blasting so freakin loud, my other foot couldn't take off -.- sooo, i pulled her blanket and she finally woke up and switched off the music!:D and I proceeded to sleeping peacefully.

Keep tossing and turning. I guess i was frustrated at something, or needed to.. :x Opps.

I feel like puking lately, stupid rides. Car rides, bus rides, train rides, emo rides, happy rides, CRAZY rides. I think i'm becoming crappier-.- thanks to some idiot. Anyway speaking of rides, can't wait for youth camp? That is if i'm even going. Hah, rollercoaster! 360 turn. Lol, quite afraid actually...

5:46 PM
Duty was so fun:) Teehee. So cute la little ariel : I want you i want you! A little scary but cute. aha, then the whole church had lunch :o oh oh and had new spanish kids. So cute! The girl looks like tania :) Haha.

Had classes (: So cool, all youths lo :P HAHA, sorry baby couldn't go for yours.
Headed to ghim moh to eat duck rice:D awesome. Haha.
Headed to HollandV to do hair and nails:x heh heh:) thank you si-ee:D
Then now at aunts house waiting for dinner:D Gahh! Aglio olio :DDD Wheeee.

:D joel Loves HER big time :D
miss you baby :D

Wailoong: Haha, ya la.. Wait. She did! The white pants :D
Jolyn: ehhehheh, i lazy to choose. Heck la:p
Xavier: you wish-.- so full of yourself can. Ughh.

Hmm, i guess everybody is having family problems now. Is it due to recession? Or nature just taking its course (or is it cause?..) Whatever, couldn't be bothered about english now.
Sigh, cast your cares upon Jesus. What IS happening?? I bet none of us see the seriousness in this problem. Honestly, i think it is.. US. We don't like self control much and tend to lose ourselves to temptation. Gee, cast MY cares upon Jesus.

My father scolded me in the morning while i was, literally, half awake-.- gee! Don't go lo-.-

Tralalala, headed to amk for movie! :D My first time stepping in this place :o amazing much? Pretty okay la. Just really indecisive. I think its coming back again, oh hell, i rebuke you?:x Opps.

The crowd was so lifeless-.- They didn't laugh! Whattt? It was worse then yesterdays eh! People nowadays.. They need JOY. KINDER JOY:D

Headed to toapayoh, that's where i grew fat:\ whatever, the worse is yet to come. Xavier smsed me this really childish message. Saying how our friendship was going down if I didn't come and he said nadine said so too-.-
A. If such parental restriction was to cause such a 'Big' issue as to let go our friendship. No offence, i would. Cause i'm not faking it-.-
B. And yeah, i didn't argue back or rather i didn't want to but you parade cause it was your Big day today. But i'm sorry i couldn't make it.
Slacked at mos doing really stupid stuff to baby. HAHAHA. Then looked through pictures. Very creepy eh, there is one where looked like twins. Very sibling related:o Send baby off then went to meet zan. I'm.. Glad, I made the right choice.