I'm so sorry nadine... I'm so sorry.. But could you call me if you see this.. I need to talk man..

My eyes hurt for several reasons:
Clement sorta accidentally punched it real hard.
I saw joel neo's eyes.
And.. Yeah whatever..

Oh God. I feel so useless.. I don't know why i feel like that eh, its not like i'm having pms or anything eh!

Is like where is God?
Why is this happening?
Why the hell am i so useless?
Why the hell am i always left alone?
Why why why..?
Why i always fail in everything..

When i come back home... Do I feel home?
When i laugh and smile.. Am I REALLY happy?

I don't really know what to do even though I know i'm not lost. And God's always here.. But... Where the hell man. Where the hell!

What the.. Oh God if i was brave enough.. I'd take that step.. out my window

I attended Ghim Moh Primary (international)
& Then Outram Secondary where I met people who brought me closer to God. (But the sch sucks) andd my lovely kiddo, Joel hah!;)
I don't know which is worse now, ahlians or bimbos.
I've been a christian all my life at vfc E9/10
Hitting, punching and slapping happens to be part of my heritage (not in a bad way!)
Talking, perfecting, bull crapping, guide my brother through his video games are just a few of my hobbies.
I love electronic stuff (depends), glee and the mentalist, stationery and notebooks, and gorgeous looking, mouth watering food.
I hate being really bored, when the weather is saw hot, horror movies, food! (they make me fatter everytime i stare at them-.-), nagging (omg pls kill me instead) I'm the worst when i've PMS, soo... sorry if you had been through it! Hehheh.