Questioning my sanity.
Saturday, May 02, 2009 @ 1:47 pm
I teellll youuu. I think, I'm sick of life. But that doesn't mean I'm going to throw myself down a cliff. =.= Life's so contradicting. Is like how when life is so complicating, you want a simple life. And now, you complain it boring. Geee. Suck. Not sick lah, just.. real. bored. like i'd lost something.
Life has been freakin' boring, super creepy.
I met mr big lizard today. Right beside my bag. WHAT THE.... Oh hell yeah, i freaked out. It's freakin huge. I remember opening the door with my shivering hands =.=
Met baby :D So much sugarrrr :O Strawberry pockey && kindobeuno ++ ice milk tea :O & The "secret underground route from commonwealth all the way to yorkhill!" Haha, thank you :)
Poa. Chinese tuition. Home.
Oh hell, the beds were still not yet made. T.T I don't even know where the lizard is... Practically perspired standing outside the door thinking of ways not to touch the floor with my bare feet thinking it'll come crawling somehow, trying to take my clothes, pack my bag && make my bed.
Now.. wait for time to pass by.
I think, i'm slowly.. being drawn to the music you play everyday. The jap one. Omg.
I think Korean guys who can sing and dance very well. Are very hot o.O
Chang min! :P
Oh oh, yesterday was quite hilarious. Heard alot of creepy creepy stories from ju and dev. INDO people :O Eh, damn scary lah.
But I know, my guardian angels (not some creepy spirit) is always around me. Amen.
I'm slowly slowly decomposing.
& you don't know it.
& you don't know it.
I'm very tempted to just disappear from life's I know, knew.
This is from the korean/japanese singing group my siblings introduced. This is just one mini episode. Its super funny. HAHAA.
I will run after You
Run after You
Til I find You
Til I seek Your face
I want so much of You
So much of You
Til my heart overflows..
Won't You sweep me away
A rather fruitful day. After about a few hours rotting on the com. My sissy finally had the decency to introduce me this really funny korean drama. Thanks ah! Took you soo long!
Damn hilarious. Omg. Damn funny! Especially the chang ming's story in unforgettable love. Makes you wanna cry... But you'll burst with laughter after the tears. Haha. Must watch first 3 though:)
Went to my aunts house to continue watching the previous episodes. The way they act is super exaggerating la. whahaha. That's how i spent my early afternoon.
Headed to bugis. I don't know why bugis. I had orchard in my head. But I wanted to check if it was still there. It wasn't-.- screw... The trip there was rather a waste of time.
Raffle city by car. Shop. Ate at shokudo? Uh, now i know what ju's best friend means.. : have you ever felt so guilty of eating you feel like crying? Apparently, her friend did. Which i find was rather silly and foolish of her. But I think I know what she means.. now. No, i'm not going to cry-.-
Bought stuff for dad. Kinda regret. Didn't really spend the day with him. A man of simple needs. I don't really know what to get :o
Happy birthday dad.
Happy belated birthday maurice.
I, then proceeded to slacking in the room with my little brother as my mother was with my sister watching the haunting. -.- goodluck scaring yourselves. Yeah, whooped out the guitar and strummed. Lalala.
After awhile did some soul searching eh... Cooled down after awhile. Seem much better. I hope it does not rise to a certain height I don't wish to arrive to:)
I'd rather not go down that road again.
I might turn back a few times,
but i would never go back.
I might turn back a few times,
but i would never go back.