And after all these time.. I miss my grandma terribly. :(

OKay, morning I studied with baby :) Thank you. Haha, but what was really bad was I guess the dream part. Seriously hideous dreams lately. I was soooo angry, yet it feels so good at the same time to run and just let the anger go. It was completely weird lah, just very hurt. But not as bad as.. yours?

So yeah, I've came to a conclusion. Maybe... it's happening to you this time. Not me. But honestly.. whatever you described me to be was rather very hard to imagine. Cause that's never gonna happen. HAHA. Accept the darn fact!

So yeah, went to date my aunt :DDDD WHEEEEEEEEEEEE~
Went to eat at this stinking chinese resaurant at paragon. I'm phat. Shit, nevermind.. I don't think i'd be eating for awhile.. the MSG is killing me. Anyway, during the conversation I think I could cry. I never realy wanted this to happen, especailly to someone so old.. I can't even face her :( But I'm afrai if.. I.. don't say sorry now.. ( TOUCH WOOD, BLOOOOODY TOUCH WOOD. REJECT IT IN THE NAME OF JESUS.. ) That I never will :/ So sad. LOL. just realise.. I touch my nose and divert my eyes to different places to stop the tears from following. HAH.
Yes anyway, had a gala time :)

Then headed for dinner with the rest of the family :) It's nice to feel like I'm..... I'm... 6 years old again. Not literally. BUT YEAH. Get the whole point. SO yeah.. found out alot of stuff I should have known.
And gosh my cousin is cute. HAHAHAHAHA. And I still wonder whyyy we're not close to the other part of the family who is so stinking rich-.- Uncompletely unacceptable. Not that I care. Having my aunts is good enough for me though :) Maybe more than enough :D

And I think I made the right choice not buying that partly witchcraft content book and bought a romance book instead. I can't have anymore nightmares :O Yeah :)
Anyway, miss you baby, love you :)