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Cheyenne De'claire Wan
16 this year, I stay the same age every 22 march (heh) :D
Loves painted nails, photography, talking, music.
Staring at food makes me feel fatter every day. :/
Waiting for my 18th birthday where i can go overseas as promisedd;D whooo!
AND I NEED A JOB SOOOON :o

& if one day i grow too fat, hopefully there will be someone whoo would be there to roll around earth with me.
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Thursday, January 06, 2011 @ 9:35 am

I really don't know what's wrong with me.

Why I feel this way,

Is it a sin to feeeeeel this way?

Last night I had a super terrible dream.

I can it can relate to life on different levels.

Like everything is so misplaced.

Like how I really saw my brother,

How I saw various people,

How I saw myself,

And lastly, how I really feel..

I feel lost.

I have no idea what's feeling where i feel like shit/invincible/unwanted/not needed/better off somewhere else/useless/not appreciated/ everyday.

I really don't. What is it?

God, why am I such a ball of nerves. I'm fine!

I just do not know why I'm feeling this.

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@ 9:13 am

What's becoming of this?

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