Had church. Yeah.. Like any normal Sunday.
Damn tired. Nearly slept. Sigh* Saying about timing. And Jesus Christ Lizard. Why its called that cause.. it walks on water! Lol. There's a Jesus Christ Duck too xD
Heh anyway.. Yeah.. After church like sat around and talked. Man... I'm SOOO afraid of Joy now.. Lol I don't know what i'm gonna do next youth camp. God just let it be... well... smooth. I just want everything to be FINE thats all i'm asking for! DAMN. Yeah couldn't go for lunch cause father said we were meeting yeye. SO sat down and talked some more. -.- Ahya.. marry matthias? HAHAHA. NO way. I'll take Lucas. Lol! hahaha... Ouhwell.. It was just a small joke though.. that turned sick after awhile.
After that i got asked to shuddup lah-.- YOU SHUDDUP! what the hell. After i come out of camp everything is like falling out. Except for like one thing though. And NO. Its not the number of people liking me-.-

Father like what the hell lah. SERIOUSLY!.. URGHHHHH pissing me off!!! SO much. I AM INNOCENT. WHATEVER. DON CARE ANYMORE LAH. I SAY DOCK she mistakes me for calling her dog. SPEECHLESS LAH. URGHHH i'm so pissed. I want my friends back. I want my secondary friends back. Those who understand. Those who can understand. Though i don't want myself back then. Ouhwelll...

OKAY. I think i really gotta say this. CLEMENT LIM. :x I'm sorry for hitting you. REALLY SORRY. T.T (though he'll never see it) I really gotta stop it. I know i've got to. It's already a habit. I also thought how i'll go back to school. FLASH BACK~ Lol. Beating up Jiang was my favourite lah.. And scolding vulgarities. Using insensitive jokes against my good friends though they know i'm joking. I don't want that to happen anymore. I just wanna be nice for once. THERE. I SAID IT! But people take advantages-.- Dorothy prayed for me like the last day of youth camp night service. Lol. SO many things holding me back. And something about i'm not going back to school and say hey i've changed just to show off. NO. I know the stuff holding me back. I might repeat my mistakes. And i don't want them to happen. Not another year. Or like forever. I don't ever want to shed another tear. Like i'm about to now. DAMN. Adding people from samsung lah.. And yeah.. i came across i-know-who (LOL) Ahya... I don't wanna talk about it lah.. CRAP IT LAH CHEYENNE WAN. Doesn't mean you can have everything in the world know!
URGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~
Life is unfair. Face it. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...
SHAKE IT OFF. SHAKE IT OFF. SMILE SMILE SMILE.