someone wrote:
'sometimes, things are not simple.
sometimes, love is not about loving.
sometimes, love is not that kind of love.
sometimes, love can be expressed without being together.
sometimes, love is all about excuses.
sometimes, you dont see it clearly
sometimes, you think you know what's best but actually u dont.
sometimes, you think that you are the one but u're not.
sometimes, part of love is part of learning.
sometimes, things happen the way u didnt plan it to be.
sometimes, love is about giving up...'
this things has been on my mind to give u up for a better.
but u keep coming back to reassure me that im that one that u always wanted.
but when its my turn to reassure u,
i fail time n time again.
i keep telling myself to tell you that i love you.
to let u noe that im always here n i wont leave.
but it doesnt seem to work.
i keep asking why this is happening.
i didnt wan u to feel this way n yet it is exactly how u feel.
u ask me if i will go,
i answered, no i wont.
den u push me away.
i begged u not to push me away.
but ur self-doubt is overtaking me.
i feel helpless,
useless,
hopeless.
everytime u ask that question over n over again.
i tell myself to reassure u.
juz keep doing it so you can feel it.
but it turns out to be that u dont.
now,
i dont even noe if u noe how badly i need you,
how badly i want you.
stop pushing me away please.
i dont lky to b pushed.
if u wan me to do something that u really really want,
tell me up front.
dont drop hints.
please be direct.

Got it from someothers(: Nicee huh? LOLS :D During chinese period!! xDD haha.

Now just finished school.. at com lab viewing videos, slacking, blogging. You name it. Ahhh KAH JING!!!~ Whats wrong with him lah... alamak. Ohwell, Then.. yeah Joel broke the door. HAHAHA. :x opps. Then Jolyn came in and viewed this really cool guy singing..

And then Andre's turn. Haha searched for like CHEYENNE WAN or CHEYENNE on Yahoo and alot of CRAP came out lah. Like this writer Cheyenne Ashley writes poems:
I Want:
I want so much
To be back in your arms
To be safe in your body
To be wrapped in your love
I want so much
For you to be here
For you to say it's ok
For you to kiss my lips
I want so much
To know you still love me
To know I make you smile
To know you'd die for me
I want so much
For it to start again
For it to fill my heart
For it to cure my pain
But I know none of it will ever happen
Because you dont love me anymore


Cheyenne Kimball if i'm not wrong, she sings.
Cheyenne country :D
http://www.tripadvisor.com/Attraction_Review-g60439-d279401-Reviews-Cheyenne_Botanic_Gardens-Cheyenne_Wyoming.html
And so on. Oh and this really cool website. HISTORY about Cheyenne Indians=.= Its a damn tribe. Don't think about anything else! Oh oh, and I have MY OWN LANGUAGE and FONT. Awesome or what?! :D but.. sadly i can't read it yet.. Opps :x Okay.. maybe getting too obsessed with the search might hurt. I found something=.= EHHH. Dumb hahaha. Who cares! I'm God's creation (:

So headed home. Well, dropped off at the MRT. Its a short while... Ohwell, So few words spoken and interaction. *shrug* It just feels different? hehh...

So reached home. And i couldn't get that thought in my head off. I just couldn't.. i neeeded to spill out. Just not now, there's no one at the current moment except my wall and worksheets on my bed. Working the thought away..