Like a slap right across the face, only that i already kinda like the pain
Well well, ehhhhhhh... music very emo huh. Hehhehheh ;D

My sleep was disturbed alot today, my dad & sis.

Left the house unwillingly, if anything would have happened to my grandmother.. i wouldn't forgive myself.. Hmm, "if you need anything, call me!"

Wanted to slack somewhere first cause i knew they'd be late. ALL of them. But oh well i met Jolyn at the bus stop.

Then finally after awhile we went to Cathay & meet Joel & wait for the rest.

Sigh.. Black loh, everything is black loh! Whats the point of being non-colour blind??

At 12:40 we went to catch High School Musical 3. It was okay, happy happy. Then went to play pool with them for awhile & then headed to macs. Wailooong was being really gay. HAHAHA.
Wailoong: eh eh introduce some girls to me leh
Jolyn: go to church loh
Me: yeah lah, mine have alot. Infront all chio bu one. ... You can try amanda, but i don't think she'll like you though.
Wailoong: whalao thats exactly what sarah said. She said that she doesn't think her friend will like me becuase i'm too gay.
LAUGHING.
Wailoong: Am i very gay?
Me: whattt?
Andre: You don't ask that, that's gay!
LAUGHTER.

Then headed back home. If the heat came from no where just the burning desire to let it go. A scream, a shout? Ehh, the kinda pain where you held on for so long you feel numb. Just plain numb. Screw..
I needed to breathe slower, to prevent suspicion. It wouldn't help. Asking questions which only sounds more of an accusation then just asking. Same excuse. I was under control it'll i missed it. Breathed to fast in, a small gag just let out.

Packing the stuff already, from tonight onwards, i'll be staying at my aunts place. Ahh, its so empty. I feel like bawling my eyes out some more. Its so empty whatever you echo comes back. My throat hurts from holding it all back. I'll get used to it.. Commonwealth.....

Just give me a slap & never look back.

GAHHH! THE OPPRESSION!