Yes, yes! Melanie Gingy rules! :D hahaha. (inside joke)
Today. Yesterday, was a rather good (except for the specs:/) day til the end..

I've nothing.. or rather I don't wish to.
Whatever.
Miss you too secretary, and bread man bread :P
Sighs, couldn't study after that.

Dad started lecturing on how SIMPLE the maths is. Sorry lah.
Then couldn't take it anymore so i went to my room. I mean whats the point of studying when you want to get stuff off your mind and Just. STUDY. Hell I don't understand. Outisde somemore!

Then started lying on the bed. Stupid phone so lag. I felt like.. throwing it out of the window. But there goes my entertainment, memories, and contacts, and notes, and etc etc.

Then I found out my supposedly "present" have been given to someone else? I mean i don't mind eh... BUT, you already told me you were giving it to me. Whatever. And...

I don't know. If things always go down after such a rather okay day often.. I might as well not have the okay and have the emo for like the whole day. Seriously... AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

Well, that was yesterday.
TODAY, 27 march 2009, 10:28 AM.
I woke up rather late. I though I'd give in this time.. I did.
But i guess it didn't really work out. The contant "are you okay?" + frowning + "chill?" tells me so.
I'm not crazy. Its not like i've to answer to everyone of your questions when you don't answer mine. You might not notice but, I do. Usually, i don't really say out but well... things change when it reaches. Sorry if i ask too much. If it bothers you, I'd stop asking or saying then. I didn't say it was your fault.

Oh well, at least.. I've got Helmet head. Thank God for her. Really, too bad bread bread is in the other class. She listened to what I've to say.. & I guess the hot air is gone now. And I'm better. So sorry eh, you've always got to hear me rattle & then next thing you know everything is okay. But everything wouldn't really be if i hadn't let it out. Thank you helmet head :D

I hope things lighten up.. For the better.
Does things always have to be like that?
I'm sorry.

Fairytales are lies to keep us from the truth in reality.