If I could do something now, I would..

Run out of the house scream my lungs out.
Go to henderson wave, call anyone along if I can. Some one who would listen.
And camp the day there. Stare at the stars. And finally I'd would have someone to watch the moon with. :) that'll be nice.
But my world ran out of nice-ness, over ran by bitterness. I thought it was all over. But all i really actually did was sweep it under the rug hoping it wouldn't pop up again.

I would take a bike and ride around singapore with a pal. Explore singapore release those negative vibes. :D or crash at a friends house with a swimming pool!

I'm not complaining this time, I'm doing this myself. I, Me, Myself. :D yay, watch me.

Actually watch where the wind blows..

God, I wonder how things would be if somethings were actually be prevented by chance. Lets see.. I dream about cheating on someone today. It sucked. I wonder how those jerks do it, cheat on their spouse. Idiots. I'm vehemously disgusted, very. I'm even disgusted at myself for having such a dream. Ughh, I wonder what dream awaits me in lalala land? Hmmm..

Jesus answered: whoever drinks this water would be thirsty again, but whoever drinks the water I give him would never thirst.
Indeed, the water I give him would become in him a spring of water welling up to eternal life. (John 4:13-14)