Yoooohooooo! Back from Malaysia, from youth camp.
AWESOMEE!~ :D

Even though I didn't want to go, I'm extremely glad I did. Imagine if i were still in Singapore. I think I'd be experiencing hell by now.
And boy, do I love my group, Priest jude and my region :D hhaha! :D

The trip there was dreadful, I couldn't sleep nor could I stop thinking. It was more of running away then embracing the problem. (well, it was at first) So the first few days gotta know our group members better. Everybody came for devotions, no bad eh :D I would say.. quite united lah :D haha.

Third day was FREEEEE :D
So we went to shop, ride the rollercoaster :D HAHAHAHAH! Omg, I hate the 360 degree turn!! THE PRESSURE is unbearable.! hahah.
All I know was everything was going fine until i received YOUR sms. Yes, you=.= I know I said this before but like.. it instantly pulled me down and all of a sudden, eveything was not right. EVERYTHING. Like my head was messing with me again. Oh yeah, it added on to the dream.
This dream where, i thought i could trust again, but then it blew it there and then. I heard, I saw for my own eyes in that dream. I wasn't thinking about anything that night, REALLY. It's kinda strange but I think it's trying to tell me something. All I know was I felt baddd.
Like a sudden pull back to reality back to what's happening in Singapore, I coldn't take it.
Then a sudden realisation hit me, like the devil obvious wanted to ruin my freakin awesome week, my freakin' awesome day. And i AIN'T ALLOWING IT. Sooooo, I forgot about it in due time. But it was still sore. So I kinda ask God to show me that dream again if it was really him.

And sooo the next day I had a different dream. This time, i was sooo messed up, I did something i shouldn't have. It's been like this for a few weeks. Its always the previous dream about him, and then it was my turn.
I'm veryyy troubled. Yes, but nonetheless.. I am still praying!

Sigh, games day was fun. My nails hurt :( LOL.
We won in our rap and "tribal" cheer :D And got the best compatible leader and assistant leader too :D haha, super cute!

Then the last night was messed up. HAHA. Seriously. Stupid truth or dare. It's DAMNNN sick lah! Then we played shoot, kiss, marry. Bloody hilarious. But very mean. Then soon after they died down a little and I actually told them ghost stories. Hahah, then somehow I slept..
Thank God for Joel neo seriously, if not i'd have colgate on my face!:O Revolting!

Got to know Joel neo and Gabriel too :D haha, oh oh and i acomplished a few very very good things which I am very proud of ! :D But i can't say :$ LOL. HAHAHA.
omg!!