I feel so like I 'cheated' myself of feelings for months. So sad.. I don't sound convincing as to how I feel :( well, I feel pretty sad about it :( But its alright, HEE :D

Watching the really retarded taiwan show now! Omg Omg Omg! HAHAHA I love it. Shucks.. Speaking about love, my love for mark, no no, the book mark is growing. O.O cause Jesus parables sounds so awesome! Haha, I'm finally learning something bout life rather than the end of it, which is way more awesome. I can't wait for Jesus to come down.. Then I'd use all my might... To just touch him. And I'll be healed. My faith will be healed! If only.. If only..

I never knew alot eh I realise :( I never knew jie jie rosemary did stage play in nafa. I never knew you felt that way in 9months. I never knew today will be the day I gave lame a whole new meaning. I never knew starting to read the bible from mark is not a sin (loves to read from the start of book). I never knew teri was getting married (Haha don't kill me!). I never knew I would feel so much pressure in my life despite the fact.. Nvm. I never knew o'levels is just a FEW days away. I never knew my deathbed will be on 26 oct. I never knew I could escape death by putting my faith in God (wait, I knew that). I never knew on the day I receive my results.. I'd be astonished, amazed, gasping for air.. ANY gas, anywhere! As I stare at my marks in such awe that cannot be described by any language or words summed. OHHHHHH! Low and behold! 9As! How did I do it?!

Not by my strength but Yours! Amen! :)