I like where I am now, that's not good.. That means i'm probably gonna get yanked out of my comfort zone. And I don't know whether I've reached my destination yet, or whether it has started.

Run all you want, they are all gonna come back twice on you. Every single one.

"Love you never the minute it ends suddenly" - pingpong song.
Quite sad, alot of them happened already. I guess its the clearing period laa. Haha. Ashraf the other day told me that scientifically proven that all relationship would last longer after the third year. Because... Yeah of 'sian-ness'. Haha. Oh well..

My dad just came out and paused for a really long second: cheyenne?
Omg, he can't even tell his own daughter. HAHAHA. Cute sia. Meanwhile he doesn't allow me to use the com! Ugh, tsk! I needed to blog:\ ohwell guess have to use my phone. Haven't replied penpal yet tho. Didn't meet baby the whole day either:( Haha, the call was an awesomely crazy. Damn cute ah that fella xD

Jokes aside, i'm trying really hard to not let my head go loose.
OH, and I had pretty cool thought today:) I think not doing very well for psle wasn't a mistake. I think it was to get my out of that rather screwed life I was living. Looking back, it was hell uh I admit. Thank God my parents were the ones who chose the school, thank God st. Margrets or Queenstown didn't take me in. If not one i'd be either a bimbo or a lesbo the other i'd be living the same screw life. (No offence) Why outram? Although yes, the majority does consist of alot of lian and bengs i met people who brought me back to God. :D The two very on fire for God christians I know. So at least I can be here today, not living the life I used to have. Not knowing I would have lasted nearly 16months with a guy who was once shorter than me and a mended childhood friendship, etc eta HAH :)

Break my heart for what breaks Yours. Show me how to love those who deserve none. Ugh its so hard-.-