STOOOPID! I set my alarm at 9 and i woke up at 7.. WHY??? Lemme tell you.. *ahem ahem*
CAUSE I HAD A FREAKING NIGHTMARE ABOUT xavier.! AHHHHHHHHHHH! WHAT THE HELL. On my amaths paper day.! And the dream was ABOUT today. My word.. Lord save me.

It was like i went to school and sat at the tables studying while waiting for exams to start. then i saw him. Then somehow went to my sis and yeah. Next scene was at my house... Joel & wailoong/my brother( they kept switching like two souls in one) and Xavier. And yeah. I don't wanna go into details. All i know was: 1. having a breakdown so serious that 2. I wanted to cry but its like nothing would come out 3. instead your ribcage coming together smashing your lungs til you can't breathe. That, is how i felt. And like one part of the dream wailoong/my brother& joel were like leave her alone ehh. LOL.
&another part
joel was like: "i think she needs food" HAHA! What the hell.
Then xavier was like : okay okay. i book four places at a japanese restaurant okay don't move.
LOL!.
yeah then the last part involved banging on the door. i fell on the floor and crying and calling my father. Then i went back to the place i was crying ( but no tears came ) like about to die that kind then joel came : " hey you okay not" And it ended... =.= AND THE FREAKIEST THING WAS THAT IT WAS AT THE EXACT SAME PLACE I SLEPT AT. o.o

Okay i got completely freaked out & pissed. I woke up two hours earlier because of this dream ="= But i was COMPLETELY freaked out. So no matter how much i tried to get back to sleep, I couldn't. So i played the piano. YEAH! xD RELEASE THE STRESS. Man, the day i have my amaths paper T.T So yeah after that i headed to school & told the rest bout it.

Amaths paper. The teacher forget to give me my paper. Good start ^^. It was i don't know.. i think... Its okay but i didn't really try my best so i.. yeah.. :/

Then after school Joel waited. Thanks. Heh the others went home cause they were TOO tired :/ Ahhhh. Ouhwell, so yeah headed to like Vivo? yeah.. meanwhile his dream is creepy :'( I felt so guilty. I don't know. Like i won't be able to go to heaven ever. AHHH. Sat and talked for awhile. Anyway went to catch Forbidden Kingdom. Its AWESOME. Okay we're slow but who cares.? :D Though the the credits of the movie seem to be at the front. ="= haha. BUT THERE WERE ALOT OF NICE SCENES WHERE YOU CAN TAKE PICTURES (:
I was like : eh *nudge nudge* this scene very nice to take pictures. HAHA
Joel: haha. *laughs*
Lol happened like alot of times. But there really was alot of nice scenes :D

Then headed home lohh. i got scolding craps... stupid lah.
then i read the daily bread thing. I PRAYED ALOT.
I FORGIVE ALL OF YOU... T.T I DO... I REALLY DO.
I FORGIVE MY PARENTS.
I FORGIVE NADINE.
I FORGIVE THE CHURCH YOUTHS.
I FORGIVE ANYBODY WHO EVER DID ANY WRONG TO ME.
I FORGIVE.

DADDY&ME (:

look carefully i'm taller. cool huh? (:

But he's taller here!! :(
CONCLUSION: SAME HEIGTH!
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