Okay i kinda get it now not really, at least someone talked. I'm fine with it. Not so worked up already... Hmmm. Ahh, my aunt foudn my blog so that explains the invite. :/ yeah i dont really like it though.. for the time being.. :/ I found 10 in my phone. :( could it be my aunt. After not letting her read my blog? :/ Ahhhh i feel so bad. Another thing was i guess yesterday was my 'sorry' day. I said sorry to xavier. Lol, Definitely do not want to treat him like that. Its not intentional. Is just this freak out system in me. That's all, sorry...
vinod& andre i'll leave that one for later. sighs.

10.33 PM.
I spend my morning using the com :/ Quite boring but.. i got alot of stuff done. Then at 5, headed to meet mark to play bball with daryl. & the bball people there. They're funny lah. Played abc. I WON! :D WHOOO! One hand! Ahaha. Then my message ringtone kept making darly miss. :D Yadayadayada~ hahhaa.! :D
Then well the shadow there was nice so took pics :D & then played with the rest. LOL. Okay, they know about me.. SO hmmm. WEIRD. HAHA hi? LOL! wth. I'm not there for hubert if they think i am. I needa get outta the house and so does mark! haha. so played then headed to aunts and watched mr beans hols & star dust. SO SWEET (: awww. LOl. Then went online. HAHA

THE LONG LOST PICTURE? :D haha

ouhwell, been thinking about life. Heh, Its really no use really.. sometimes i fight it sometimes i fall in it. I don't really know what i want.

Thou art between things.
Thou hast one foot on thy land and one foot in thy sea.
The Sun is in thy right eye and the Moon in thy left.
That is engine of thy sadness and thy destiny.

Lets see where this goes.
Its easy for me to forget as well as remember.
Its easy for me get carried away yet stay true.
What the hell am i?

AFTER PIANO. I was merely bored.=.=

Daryl's split! whoo!

Now thats me. :/

Lol. ehhh i was trying to call nadine.

50 questions out of boredom:

1. What do you want in your life right now?
Follow God and whatever He wants me to do.

2.What are you proud of?
Hmm, nothing really.

3.Are you currently happy?
Yes & no.

4.Who gives you best advice?
My Dad, Jolyn & Charis Tan

5. Is anything bugging you right now?
Yeah, i sooo wanna study, but i can't. & i don't know where i'm heading. I'm stuck.

6.What/who was the last thing/person that made you laugh?
CALEB! HAHA. He's soooooooo random!

7. Have you ever had your heartbroken?
Yeah can say so.

8. What annoys you most in a person?
Not treated how i'm suppose to be treated? Falsely accused? Etc.

9. Do you have a crush on anyone?
Hmmmm...

10. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars?
Not really, i rather live with that person than spent my years in jail. Forgive & forget. Ouch.

11. Have you ever thought someone died when they really didnt?
Yeah, hubert.

12. Are you talking to someone when you`re doing this?
No. That is why, i'm bored=.=

13. Is there a quote you live by?
Flow with the flow? Lol, thats soo long ago..!

14.Do you want someone you cant have?
Yeah, JESUS!! :/ AHHHHH

15.What was the worst idea you`ve had this week?
To slack this whole hols & do nothing. Which is a totally NONO.

16.Does the person know you like him/her?
uhhh, i guess.

17.Who always makes you laugh?
Always?? :/ I don't really know. Mark? haha.

18. Are u happy with your love life right now?
what?? I can't hear you!

19.Who will you choose to die with?
Ehhh, my own?

20.Who are you missing right now?
Javscona :/ &CHURCH &you.

21.If you were to choose between friends and boyfriend, who will you choose?
Friends, duhh! Boyfriends come and go but friends are FOREVER. I REPEAT. FOREVER..!~ Unless he's like a soulmate then its a different story. LOL.

22.What is the emotion you would like to show?:D
Being cheerful? Emo is not cool. Even though you feel like it.

23.What is life to you?
Finding out what God's purpose is for me.

24.If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
I would think where i went wrong. & then approach the person and figure it out.

25.Who do you admire most?
My dad(:

26.Which month are you born in?
March baby! whooo! :D

27.What do you do when youre moody?
I bring the atmosphere down with me (not intentionally.), i keep to myself, i pray.

28.At which age do you wish to get married?
What kind of question is this?

29. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
See the WHOLE WORLD SAVE. :D

30.What is your goal for this year?
God's goal is my goal. Well, Study well, get good grades. Isn't that like any teenagers wish?

31.Do you believe in eternity love?
If you've God's blessing yeah?

32. What feeling do you love the most?
I don't know. Seeing some get saved.? and yadayadya.

33.What feeling you hate the most?
When i feel the whole world is ending, or i feeel like there's nothing to life actually.

34.Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
Yes, kinda?

35.Who cares for you the most?
How would i know. But from the way i see it, its my dad,mom & aunts?

36.What have you regretted doing in your whole life?
I've regretted alot. Not able to have self control.

37.What would you feel when no one no longer cares for you?
I'll feel sad & depressed?

38.What if your boyend two-timed you?
I'll just end it.

39.What would your dream wedding be like?
At the rooftop under the full developed moon? LOL.

40.What's your ideal lover like?
sweet, thoughtful, caring, funny, christian? eh, not ego-istic. etc etc.

41.Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Being loved by someone.

42. If the person you like is already attached, what would you do?
Amire from afar.

43.Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
Yeah, a few stuffs.

44.what do you wanna do most 10 years down the road?
A newscaster? HAHAHA. That is IF i get into mass com. highly impossible. But with God anything is possible :D

45.Who is the currently the most important person to you?
Not sure.

46.What are one of those things you prefer not to do?
Stay at home and do nothing

47.What does a happy day mean to you?
Going out with friends and have fun (: no troubles at all.

48.what does a bad day mean to you?
When nothing is what it actually seems.

49.Before you die what is the thing you want to say most?
I love ya'll.. * ohh man.. :'( *

50.Someone to do this quiz?
when you're bored? uh huh:D