Well, i couldn't go for netball. I helped around the house.. (: mom was sick :/

Damn i woke up unwillingly. It felt like i got kicked out of the bed to do something i really didn't want to do. And its weird, the unusual tiredness i was feeling. (Yawn) Last night was a dream. Eeek.. after talking to Joel Yap, glad to have a bestfriend back (: , stared the ceiling. I thought i wouldn't sleep. Stared at the ceiling.. The next thing was something shooking the whole bed..
My sleep, my dream.. was disturbed. I was more stunned. Like hell, stunned. I don't know, you would probably stare at it for a whole 10minutes before reacting. I didn't have time to read through, just bits & pieces. I just replied whatevers on my mind. I'm really sorry.. for making you cry? Did i? :/
Its not like the feeling sucked enough. I want to let it out but I can't! Sickening system just keeps all the toxic in. Its like my soul wants it out from burning so much yet my mouth won't let it or fingers or just my body.

Yeah, it started raining heavily then. I helped with the shifting, my mom couldn't bug me enough with the questions about Joel. To block her out i blasted my music. Terrible, but finally gone. I felt guilty though, i shouldn't treat her like that. But i was in no mood for questions either.

After all the packing done. Gosh, the house looks like it was in a mess! 12 people in a house. WHOOOO!~ Man, I gotta get out. Prepared everything and zooom. Out, the first place i seeked was taken by a black man smoking. Ahh sighs, slowly walked to my old block. Yay, i prayed hard(: It was empty.

I sat there for 5 hours. Yeah my butt hurts. More like numb. My knee hurts! From curling up, it felt like my bones are dented from putting too much pressure on it.

Then i jumped. Okay.. Then yeah Joel Gay dropped by. It wasn't planned.. Then again, i forgot how dark he was. haha, or maybe he grew darker or maybe thats just the shade :x
Tweee-light. HAHAHA. Ahem* Ahwell, reached home. Sheesh, my sis lied. None of them were pissed at me. Liar. & it worse now, not only filled with people but our junk too & the stuff my aunts packing for japan.! Sighs...

Its like how you keep little little stuff to yourself.

Crowded world.
Mental minds.
Guarded heart.