Constant frustration.
Monday, February 16, 2009 @ 10:43 pm
What if one day you wake up to find out everything you ever knew, or the person you loved never really existed?
You wake up one day, normal. But something's amiss and you can't really quite place a finger on it.
You do the things you usually do.
You text her to wish her goodmorning and to ask if you guys were meeting before school (which you guys always do), but only to bring you confusion. Why isn't she replyin?
You tried to call but the number was not in use. Thinking her phone was confiscated you headed to school first hoping to find her later.
You took the opportunity during recess to do that. Especially during the class where she sits near the door so you can see her. But when you reached, nobody was seated there..
You then ask her partner in class where she was. But he gives you the weird look and tells you there's no such person.
Skeptical. You went to look for her sibling but she isn't go school too. And nobody has hear of her (sibling) .
With determination still running high, you asks her closest friend/s. And they all tell you the same thing.
After school, you go to her house to find it occupied by someone else instead.
Nobody seems to not know, and you're convinced. The only thing that's creating doubts in your mind is the picture you still have when you took it together with her.
How'd you feel? O.o
I must admit.. It was a pretty random and very emo thought.
It all started with that black class.
Oh well.. School's fine. Netball match postponed.
Headed home to rest.. Not really. I don't know why i get so ... Easily, and yet.. (Shrugs)
I don't knw.. Is.. Finding out yourself easier? Or asking, but you don't get an answer?
Hmm, finally got out of the house for tuition. Accidentally brought coco out. Opps.
Baby.. Lalala, i don't know. What's with the constant frustration. Oh oh..
Wait.. Come to think of it. I've got explaining to do. Cripes!
Then well when i met him again it wasn't soo bad anymore:)
Then asked him that question right above. He was creeping me out laa. Haha.
Ahhh!
I promise i'll say some day.
If you promise to give the answer right away. That'll be hard though, lemme warn you.