I never really planned for something i dreamt about.
Until I thought closer into the picture. Goosebumps.

Remember the yellow letter?
Remember I said: When i gave the letter it was five months from then, and that period was June.

I didn't realise till i planned to write a letter.
It was five months back since I had that dream.
All my papers are yellow in colour.
And its coming to June.

I'm scared.
More like numbed.

But yes. Nevertheless, I'm going to write it. No, I'm not going to purposely delay it till june.
It's not like I want dejavu. Cause, that dream ain't pleasant.

The reason:
Like I said, I can't really talk when the problem comes out. It's like the shield keeping my voice in. Thus, writing would be how I express it.

I hate how this is going to turn out.

I just had a revelation today.

I was like thinking, how could anybody love a person they don't see? It's kind of impossible if you come to think of it. The person doesn't respond, talk, give you a warm hug, etc etc.

Then it kinda hit me, loving God is like that. You need faith. LOTS OF FAITH. Hmmm guess loving you is like that too.

Yeah, that was all.. its small, but it kinda opened up my eyes :D

I attended Ghim Moh Primary (international)
& Then Outram Secondary where I met people who brought me closer to God. (But the sch sucks) andd my lovely kiddo, Joel hah!;)
I don't know which is worse now, ahlians or bimbos.
I've been a christian all my life at vfc E9/10
Hitting, punching and slapping happens to be part of my heritage (not in a bad way!)
Talking, perfecting, bull crapping, guide my brother through his video games are just a few of my hobbies.
I love electronic stuff (depends), glee and the mentalist, stationery and notebooks, and gorgeous looking, mouth watering food.
I hate being really bored, when the weather is saw hot, horror movies, food! (they make me fatter everytime i stare at them-.-), nagging (omg pls kill me instead) I'm the worst when i've PMS, soo... sorry if you had been through it! Hehheh.