I. Don't. Need. It.
Monday, February 23, 2009 @ 9:28 pm
I don't need shouting.
I don't need sweet talking.
I don't need lectures.
I don't need long hours.
I don't need to be watched.
I don't need to be stalked.
I don't need be beaten.
I don't need to be threatened.
I don't need to be emotionally sacred.
I don't need to be scared.
I don't need to cry.
I don't need to be always asked why.
I don't need to be verbally abused.
I don't need you to accuse.
I don't need hand cuffs.
I don't need you acting all buff.
I don't need your thoughts.
I don't need to be taught.
I don't need you to tell me you're fine.
I don't need you put on a facade.
I don't need to hear your voice.
I don't need you to make my choice.
I don't need you to throw your weight around.
I don't need you going in rounds.
I don't need you to act like you care.
I don't need you to care.
I don't need to arrive at hell everyday.
I don't need you to force me to say.
I don't need you to get hurt.
I don't need two to heal.
I don't need you to be there.
I don't need to be the heir.
I don't need to see your face.
I don't need to be told i'm a disgrace.
I don't need to be kept cold.
I don't need you to hold.
I don't need you to control me.
I don't need you to suffocate me.
I don't need you to tell me what i don't need.
I don't need you to tell me what i need.
I don't need you to hold me back from what I need.
I need strength.
I need love.
I need faith.
I need grace.
I need shelter.
I need patience.
I need kindness.
I need trust.
I need time.
I need space.
I need to go somewhere to breathe.
I need to live.
I need peace.
I need to be understood.
I need to be keep warmed.
I need to be breathing.
I need you to talk.
I need courage.
I need boldness.
I need to rely on your strength.
I need you to stop blaming.
I need you to be who YOU ARE.
I need you to stay out of that part of my life.
I need you to SEE.
I need you to be where you are.
I need to grow.
I need to know where i stand.
I need to study.
I need a strong will to pull me through.
I need God.
I need Your touch.
I need you to breathe in me like You once did.
You need to know YOUR limit, cause i can't take it!
Finally,
i need a bloody tissue.
I'm so sorry! Just not to the extend i think you understand.
If anything would help, i would.
estatohom en, :\
And you still don't know who your daughter really is
or how she's doing.
or how she's doing.