Oh Lord, i feel soo soo.. Ughh!

I don't know. Don't know what's this feeling..

Its like..
You're on a beautiful beach but you want to get something in the dark cave at the corner of it.

Its dark and scary. But you go anyways knowing you'd.. Feel suddenly all trapped? Yeah. Trapped. That's it.

Trapped.

Why am i still doing this?? Oh gosh, i'm outta my mind. Its not gonna go til i sleep. Even then i don't know if i can sleep peacefully. Even til then there's always moments where it comes back. Just like a really tiny saw cutting the vein that's labeled - sanity.

Why dig chey? When it's supposed to be buried?
Why curse your mind?
When you can live in peace?

Oh God, help. I need to control my thoughts.

I attended Ghim Moh Primary (international)
& Then Outram Secondary where I met people who brought me closer to God. (But the sch sucks) andd my lovely kiddo, Joel hah!;)
I don't know which is worse now, ahlians or bimbos.
I've been a christian all my life at vfc E9/10
Hitting, punching and slapping happens to be part of my heritage (not in a bad way!)
Talking, perfecting, bull crapping, guide my brother through his video games are just a few of my hobbies.
I love electronic stuff (depends), glee and the mentalist, stationery and notebooks, and gorgeous looking, mouth watering food.
I hate being really bored, when the weather is saw hot, horror movies, food! (they make me fatter everytime i stare at them-.-), nagging (omg pls kill me instead) I'm the worst when i've PMS, soo... sorry if you had been through it! Hehheh.