I don't know what to think anymore. Numbed by the thought...

It happened earlier that expected. The yellow letter what just a sign. Like how my accurate dreams were just a sign. I always knew those dreams were not me but given by someone as a warning eh.

YOU. ARE. SUCH. A. F@&%ing. WUSS. And i truely deeply mean it at the bottom of my heart. God knows.. No words can describe this bloody sensation, really. I wouldn't know what to do without.. Them. And my brother..
I always knew it was you and that b. So much for if I realise i'm smsing a girl too much i would stop lo.
Know what, you don't know yourself well enough.
And that I was the one who actually opened your eyes into another relationship is all bullcrap.
A. It was not me.
B. You jump from girl to girl damn fast. Make it fly.
C. Your sweettalk is horrible. -.-

So much for telling you everything. What's the point of me telling you EVERYTHING. When all you tell me are like... Minor stuff. What the hell are you hiding anyway.! So much for trust. Day one and my trust for you was already wavering.
What were your excuses again??
'HUH.. i got send but you never receive meh?'-.-
-Sure sure, you can't send to me. But you sure CAN sms her. I completely understand-.-
My aunty is around the corner.
THAT DAY. You were 'sick'. You went to that place to PLAY. When confronting me.. You said you didn't even play at all. And that your fever only came at night. What a f'in liar.
I was there to help my friend.
-Yeah, go there help friends with troubles.. I understand. You can't solve yours that why you feel better solving others right?

Its written all over your face, you don't need to LIE.

Use me somemore lo.

But honestly, i thought you would tell me like a man with balls. Apparently, you have none.

And now that i'm done, she can have you all to herself and have a taste of what a asshole you are.