What exactly have I lost? Nothing.

You are, so very contradicting. My heart is not fully harden yet..... I can't tell. I'm VERY immune to such things already. The problem, then the isolation, then the realisation (feel damn used part), then back again.. Normal procedure.

Its time to feel the pain I've been feeling.

My back is burnt. Seriously, and my eyes hurt from opening them too long and closing them rather less.. Ouch, thank you for being there for me. Seriously, what would I do without my friends and family. Although if this ever miraculously survives, either, as some say (confidential) or God's doing (I'll try not to doubt), things wouldn't be so smooth anyway..

-.- I couldn't be more bothered anymore. NUMB.

Anyway, after the unwanted sun tanning, headed to play pool with andre, sara and dine:) Haha, so fun. No rules, nobody telling me whatever stupid angle (hate that) to aim at. Me and nadine in one. Haha, girl power! :p

Everybody has their own fair share of natural skills. :p HAHA.

Yupp, then headed to the edge with sara and dine. Message was very touchy subject. Well, talking about lost. Lost things, lost relationships, lost feelings, lost passion, lost hope, lost faith, lost peace, etc.
Prayed for them too. I feel so weirdly nice. Haha, it felt really good to bring somebody to church again:)

The bus ride was awesome. Live music, whooo! High:p Haha, poor thambi gottc pull through again.

Anyway, shall sleep soon. Ain't got no enough rest-.-